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Fallen down and broken,
A bullet through the skull,
I'm left with just a token
of what I can't control.
Your fate you took upon you,
A second thought not spared
To the family behind you
and how they since have fared.
Your wife of years unending,
Still loyal to your ghost,
Still thinks of you so fondly.
She misses you the most.
Your sons have now matured,
Have left the home and lived,
But one still sees your memory
And he cannot forgive.
For years you were our father,
Our teacher, and our friend.
But why you have abandoned me
I cannot comprehend.
Was I just not good enough,
not worth your seeking aid?
Could I have made a difference?
Were you able to be swayed?
Questions plague me constantly,
That day's events replayed. 
Maybe different actions would have
meant that you had stayed.
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A Choice
"Run and hide!" "No, stay and fight!" the voices bicker, still.
A touch of sorrow 'till tomorrow, promised with one pill,
Or take its pal and wait it out, and pause your drafted will.
Your life ahead is naught when dead, so wait a bit, be chill.
New-beaten path's your aftermath, and stories full of thrill.
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Jumbled and muddled and lost in my head,
The words won't come out, they just get lost, instead.
The feelings, emotions, and thoughts of my heart
are slashing and ripping and tearing me 'part.
To love you is murder, to leave you is sin,
To like you is easy; you're gorgeous within.
To trust you is deadly, you'll have my head soon,
But leaving was never a choice for the moon.
Gathered and captured and trapped to my fates,
I'll orbit my planet and worship its traits.
I'll catch all your punches and take your abuse,
So long as I'm here, I will be of some use.
Your heartstrings are barren, your warmth is your own,
and all you'll receive is this tantrum I've thrown.
I'll let myself crumble, I'll let myself fall,
I'll love you forever and suffer it all.
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Here's to Fourteen Years!
Here's a song for seven years
Of filling lands with art;
A place where all can gather,
From countries far apart.
Here's a chant for seven more,
The most recent amassed,
And while we'll party merrily,
The time will quickly pass.
Here we are, at fourteen years,
A joyous, grand event,
We couldn't ask for fourteen years
Of time that's better spent!
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Living in a Memory
I'd spend a million lifetimes going down this road,
The same broken road we traveled to this hell.
I'd spend every second of it, I know,
Trying to find the place where I had failed.
I'd lose myself in the past just to feel your love.
I'd slip away from the present to fix what I broke.
I'd give you my final breath, but it isn't enough.
I'll never rehear the words that you spoke.
All the things I would change if I could rewind.
All the words I'd take back or say again.
All the ways I could find to make you mine,
But now there's just everlasting pain.
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Caste Away
Hour after hour for the next five-hundred years
I'll defend this empty castle, letting no impure soul near.
I'll protect the crown and princess, I'll protect the outer walls.
I will stand behind your majesty until your kingdom falls.
I will test the food for poison, I will fall upon my blade.
I will fight for what I love until the life from my eyes fades.
I'll die for all these missing folk and all their lost lands, too.
I will die a million times to tell the princess "I love you."
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WritersRetreat has just opened up its first contest! 3 months CORE membership (plus more goodies) to the winner! Being my first contest hosted, I'm a bit nervous.
First time I've touched my cello in about 3 years. My fingers hate me for it. My neighbors probably hate me for it. My ears hate me for it. But it was so worth it.
  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
    My profile puts me at 7 years, so since middle school. 

  2. What does your username mean?
    Absolutely nothing. I thought of it off the top of my head when I needed something a bit less lethal than the "94killerz" I had used for just about everything (read "video games") beforehand. It's stuck since then, and has become a fairly common conversation piece since I commonly respond to "Idiot."

  3. Describe yourself in three words.
    Unpredictable. Rebellious. 

  4. Are you left or right handed?

  5. What was your first deviation?
    Over the Tree-Tops to the Sky, submitted on the day I created my account (most likely taken that day, too.) Taken on a cheapo, $50 camera I had gotten for Christmas a year or so before. 

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
    It varies with the mood: poetry comes easy and feels best when my emotions become difficult to deal with; photography "comes naturally" since I tend to see a lot of aesthetics in everyday life; but graphic design work is the most rewarding personally since I've spent so long progressing on it without even meaning to.

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

  8. What was your first favourite?
    Mother Father Son by Shawlln. I can still see why I love it.

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
    Generally visual works, since they will randomly catch my eye with the thumbnail. I would have to say the recent trend has been toward drawn pieces, as it constantly amazes me what people can do with pens and pencils.

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
    Pass. The tie list for first place is far too long.

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
    Either Shawn Coss or Kris Wilson. Both seem like pretty cool guys, both of whom have brains I would love to pick over a few drinks.

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
    More than I will ever likely know. I've had many help me out of dark places, others who have inspired me with their progress and accomplishments, and a countless group of complete strangers whose unconditional kindness and compassion overwhelms me in such a way that I always try to be the same to everyone I encounter.

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
    Whatever I can get my hands on and learn how to use.

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
    Either at my desk, or in the middle of nowhere with nothing but land around me. 

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
    Can't say I have a single favorite. Like above, the unconditional kindness and compassion constantly overwhelms me. I guess with that I would have to say it's the random notes I occasionally get, often times as thanks for some small thing I've done (such as giving a llama, or liking a deviation.) I've met many people I've considered great friends over the years where first contact was made in such a manner. 


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United States
Software Engineer with a soft spot for the arts. I enjoy partaking in all forms of art, including pottery, poetry, music, photography, acting, and graphic design. On the outside, I am a very shy person; if you get to know me, you would wish I was shy on the inside, as well.

If there's anything else you would like to know, feel free to shoot me a message.


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I would love to be able to start doing regular contests and such in some of my groups come the turning of the year. Any help would be greatly appreciated, and possibly rewarded. (Not like I have any better use for my journal. :) *hint hint*)

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JamestheRedEngine91 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the badge!
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Thanks for the Star!
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You're welcome!
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

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We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Happy birthday! :D
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Thanks! :D
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No problem! :3
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Thank you!
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